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第28章 友情无价（第3页）

你必须懂得生活的艰难，然后去适应、去奋斗，争取自己想要的东西。

我知道生命的美好，然而，我却只拥有短暂的时光来体验。

我想要自豪地看着你，只有你做好继续生活的准备，我才能如愿。

你要明白，要做这样的一个人：能让所有人笑逐颜开，能分担他们的烦恼，分享他们的爱。

你一定要照顾好自己，我会想你的，我知道你也不会忘记我，尽管是永别，但是我不想这样说，我只好对你说再会了。”

读完这封信，我的心情变得明朗起来。

正如他所说的那样，“让生活继续”

给了我重新开始一切的力量。

经历了这件事情以后，我懂得了许多。

比如，真正的朋友永远不可能被任何人取代，也永远不会忘记彼此。

我明白了，友谊是生活赐予的礼物，它比世界上任何事物都要珍贵。

是的，我曾经被许多感情所困扰，不过，我最后还是明白了，每件事情的发生都有它的原因。

我已经能够面对朋友离开自己的事实，但是他会永远活在我的心里，对此我深信不疑。

只要他仍旧存在于我的记忆中，就是我生命中不可分割的一部分，就是我一生的骄傲。

Losingsomeonewhootbereplayoneelseisharderthanlosingmillionsofdollars.Ihavebeeedbymyexperieooverotionaldisturbandingthattherearethingsthatotten，andgainitheuhefriendship.Whefriehehadlungcer，mylifepletely.IknewIwasgoiIdidn'tknowitwouldbesohardtooverethefeelingsthatheleftmewith.

Wewerefriends，nularfriends，butwewerebestfriends，whiseverything.Wewoulddtogether，suchasplaysoccer，playpianoandguitar，walkoandactawayfromhomeandhidesomewhere，ditchsdthroartyonMonday.

&hebesttimetogether，butuookallthatfromme.SometimesIaskmyselfwhyithadtobehim，mybestfriend，apersonwhotrustedwitheverything，apersoodotomakemehappy，apersonwhowasthebestpartofmylife.Hewouldgiveeverythirengthenourfriendship.Hewasafriendaysbei.

ItwasthenightofApril14，1999.Iwillthatday.Heeshoweredintears.Helookedverysad."What'sgoingon，whyareyousodepressed？"Iasked.

"I'm，I'mgoing，andI'mgoingto…"hesaidslowly.

&oppedtalking，Ididn'tknoasgoingoy，buthekhionthshewashavihing.Thatdidn'tbotherhimmutilthatmomeedadoctor.Ilookedathiseyes，andIsawhisbluecoloredeyesblurringintoshadowsofadream.Iuoodwhatwasgoingon，butIdidn'tcry，beewifdid，thatwouldreallyhurthisfeelings.Ilookedathimagainandsaid，&quwillbejustfihavetotakepropercareofyourself."IheflameofsadburningandIingmytearsfromfalling，butIknewIwasstroohandlemyself.

Thatmomentwasfollowedbyajoke，whi'treallyremember.Iomakehimlaughaionsgoaway，Ibegantellingsoodjokes.Hestartedtolaughveryhard，buthecoughedtoo.ThatwasthelasttimeIsawhimlaughingthathard，thathappy，thatsadatthesametime.

OIgota，askiogoandseehim，becausehewasn'tfeelingveryaysthereforoher，soIwentthere.Helookedallwhite，andhisblueeyesdidn'tseemtobeveryhappy.Iwastryingtofoolmyself，ainginmymihingwasgoingtht.Iakemyselftobelievethatitwasreallygoingtohappen.

Itwas2：30a.m.whenhefinallytoawoofusaloedtalking."Iknowwhat'sgoingtohappeyoudon'tworry…I'llbeallright，becauseGodisgoingtotakee.Anddon'tbesad.It'snotlikewe&#oiheragain？"

Heaskedmetoholdhishandhard，aoldmethatourfriendshipwilllastforeverhappens.Hegavemealetterandsaid，"Wheneveryoufeelit'stimetoreadthis，justopenit."Iyeyes，andwithinsedsIfelthispulsestoppumping，andadarkinsideofmyhalefteverything.HisblueeyeswerealreadydI'tdoaomakethemlookbackatme.

AtthatsedI'tyselfahesaltytearsglideddownmyfa'ttalk.IjustwentdIstartedsg，butIdidn'tsayaword.Ibecamecrazy.I'tbreath，becausehewastheairIwasbreathihehappiingmealive，hewasthefriendthatIrespectedmorethahananybodyelse.Andnowhe'snotthereanymore，he'sgo'sjusttheletterandme.

Twoassedafterhisdeath，andIwasstilldepressed，angry，sidalmostlifeless.I'tuandwhatwasgoingonarouhingwasanillusion.Iwasing，drinking，nanything.Fortwenty-fourhoursIwaslyingohinkingaboutwhatamIgoingtodo.I'ttalktoanyone，becauseldidn'twantto.Iwaobealoneallday，rememberthegoodtimes>

AndIfioopeerhegaveme.Ierhesaid，"Don'tbesillyanddon'towhowyoufeel，butyouknowwhat，yourlifeis.Youhavetouhatlifeistough，andyoujusthavetogetusedtoit，fightit，aeveryouwant.Iknowthatlifeisbeautiful，andIonlyhadashorttimetoexperie.Yougottogetyourselfreadytoueyourlife，belythenIlookdownatyouwithpride.Youhavetouhefactthatyou'rethepersonwhomakeseveryonesmile，yousharetheirproblems，uand，andlove.Youhavetobeyourself.Iwillmissyou，andIknowyouwon&#etme…Iguessthisisgoodbye，butIdon'twanttosaythat，I'lljustsayI'llseeyoulater."

Afterreadier，myheartfilledwithlightheideaofgmylife，ashehadsaid，gavemethepowertostarteverythingfromthebeginning.Ilearnedmanylessonsfromthisevent.Foriruefriendseverbereplayohey'reehatthefriendshipisagift，andnothingintheworldebetweenrealfriendship.Yes，Ihadalotofemotionaldisturbahiattheend，IaderstoodthateverythinghappensforareasoedthefactthatmyfriendisnotwithmeaI'msurethathewillalwaysliveinsideofme.Aslongashe'sinmymemories，he'spartofme，andItakehispresenceasasourceofpride.