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第35章 一个朋友（第2页）

每次他对我这样淡淡一笑，就会有一丝温暖和亲切流入我的心田。

我认为，每天能坚持到结束，都是他给予的力量让我坚持在这里，坚持下去。

好了，长话短说吧，他与我们共事仅仅一年后就死了。

在一场车祸中，他没遭受任何痛苦就死去了。

我一定是他在城里的唯一朋友，至少在参加葬礼时我是这样想的。

葬礼上，我只见到一位老妇人，或许是他的母亲吧。

她告诉我，一年前他刚刚失去了家庭，从那以后就不再说话，一个字也没有说过。

起初我不相信。

我还以为他不过是个沉默寡言的人，另外也没什么可说的。

但是突然，我意识到记忆中从未听到过他的声音。

直到那一刻我才恍然大悟。

他给予我那么多，而我对他的了解却如此之少。

他曾经是我的朋友，而如今我失去了他，再没有机会回报。

他是那样坚强，不管曾经发生了什么，他依然在付出。

那段日子里，我感到虚弱和内疚。

但从那以后，我开始关心身边的人，我感觉自己获得了新生。

Hewasn'taguyofbigwords，aoliveentirelyinhisownworld.Irememberthatduringthedaysheworkedwithusnolyknehereheorwhathewaslookingfor，andafterwardshedisappeared.Nobodyknewwherehehadgohewasdoingorifhehadfriendsorafamilytostaywith.Iguess，wedidn'tevenknowhisname—andevenifwedid，I&#ottenitany>

Thosedaysweremorethanhardforallofus.Thereseemedtobehegreynessofoureverydaylifewhichwastheonlycolourthatsurrouhehugecreteblockswelivedihegreyofthefactorydust，eventhecolourofourclothes，thatohavebeenwhitewasgrey.Itmusthavebeenabrightandshiningwhite…andI'texactlyreuchtimeIspenttryingtoimagihekindofwhiteitmighthavebeeewasthecolourofthekindofparadiseIsomugedtoliveinsomeday，greyleftbehindnothihaeofemptinessanddepression.IrememberhowIhatanyotherustbeasymbolforsomething，afeelingorwhatever.Onlygreyseemedtostandforabsolutelynothing.ThiswastheworldIlivedin，andsodidhe.

Havingourjobiorywasstillluxurythough，gthefactthatmostofushadfamiliestofeed.Andnotloartedtoworkthere，Iwouldalwaysfindhimwatthemaexttomine.We'dworkforhoursher，stayihhtsdriftingawaytoadiffereillawareofourhandsdoingthesamemovementsoverandaihatuntilthebellwtoendtheworkfortheday.Iusedtoworkinameicalway，followingthesamerhythmoverandain，andsodidhe.ButeverytimeIwasabouttogiveup，hewouldlifthisheadalesmile，asifhecouldguessmythoughts.Ithinkitwasactuallyhiseyesthatimpressedmemost.Theyweresodarkandstraight，andthoughtheyseemtobehidinganything，I'tgetridoftheimpressionthatsomehowhemustbehidihing.

&sawhim，hehadalwaysbeenarouimehegavemeohosesmiles，hewouldspreadabitofwarmthi，abitoffriendliness.Iguess，attheemusthavebeenhimwhogavemethestrengthtogoobybeingthere.

&omakealongstoryshort，hediedoerhestartedwwithus.Itwasacaradhedidn'thavetosufferverylong.ImusthavebeenhisoowwaswhatIthoughtwheohisfuheonlypersoherewasanoldlady，maybehismother.Shetoldmethathehadlosthisfamilyjusttheyearbeforeahedidn'tspeakanymore.Hehadn'tsaidasingleword.FirstIdidn'tbelieveher.Ijustthoughtthathewasafairlyquietpersoherewasnothingmuchtosayanyway.ButsuddehatI'trecalleverhavingheardhisvoiceatall.Onlythe！

HegavemesomudIkleabouthim.HehadbeenmyfriendandnowIhadlosthimwithouthaviogiveanythingback.Hehadbeensthathewasabletogivewhateverhadhappened.

&weakinthosedays.Andguilty.ButafterthatIstartedtocareforthepeoplearouhinkIstartedtolive.