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第2章 青春不散场 1（第1页）

第2章青春不散场（1）

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因为他的存在，你开怀大笑；因为他的存在，你相信人间真情永驻；因为他的存在，你坚信世界上存在一扇不加锁的门，只等待你来开启。

这就是永恒的友谊。

在艰难、困苦、烦恼的日子里，即使世界上所有的人都背叛你，他始终陪伴着你，世界也由黯淡、空虚变得明亮而充实：这就是永远的朋友。

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IstartedcollegewhenIwas16yearsold.ItwasabigscarypladIwasyouandinginliionwiththehordesofotherpeople.Ifeltsoinsediothosewhoweremysupposedpeers.HowwouldIevermeasureuptothesepeoplewhoseemedsotathey>

Ididn’thaveanyspecificdire.Ididn’thaveaclueastowhatIwaodoorbe.Collegewasjustthelogicalstep.Ifeltverymuchoutofplae，thesepeoplearoundmeembodiedmypictureoftheatecollegestudeherelaughingwiththeirfriends，acupofohescheduleoftheother，disgtheiroptionsfortheup.Me，IhadalistofapieceofpaperthatIhadpainstakihmybigbrhtbefore.IfIdidhoseparticularclasses，Iwassunk.Theideaofhavingabanevereveome.WhatwouldIdo？Iwouldjustdie.Ikgtion—Iwasincollegeforheavehrowingupwouldbeamoresociallyacceptablerea.Iwasalone，nervousandfeeliooninamuseumofpricelesspaintings.

&hefirstweekofclassesstarted，Ihadthedauntingtasktofigureoutwheremyclasseswereinthiscitytheycalledaschool.Iwasalreadyexhaustedbythetasktoparkmycar.Feelingawkward，outofplaawistiightmares，studyiiiohingsonmymind.ButIputoinfroherandprayedlwouldfindsomesolaewhere.AndIdid.

Hewalkedintomylifeandintothehugeauditoriumthatlookedmorelikeamovietheaterthana.Butiakihelargelecturehall，heuedtowardthefrooteachtheclass.Hewassmartandfunny.Istartedtofiovisithisoffice.Thisstrangenewworldstartedtoholdnewmeaningforme，aoexploreitwithmorebravado.ThatwasthegoodhebadhatIhadaanicemyage，marriedandhadafamily.ButIfelthelplessamongallthesenewfeelingsandexperiencesIwashaving.Wasthiswhatbeingaallseemedtoog.

IexhisedayheaskedmeifIwaohelphimgradepapers，fileanddosomeofficework—ateacher’saideofsorts.Therewasoaskmetwice.Astheweekspassed，wesharedlotsoftimetogether.Ilearodrinkcphilosophiversations.Webeds.

Muysurprise，outoftheblue，heaskedmeifIwouldsiderdoitingforhim.Iwasgettinganinvitatioofhisprivateworld.IwasgiveohishouseandtoldtoebythatThursday.

Iarrivedathishousepromptlyatsix.Hegreetedmeatthedoor.“Thankyousthis.It’sveryimportanttome.”

Heexplaihiswifewastakingcaremotherandhadtakeh-oldbabywithher.Lily，their6-year-old，neededspecialdheingtofindsomeonewhowouldclickwithher.

“Lilyhascysticfibrosisaoomuchofherlittlelifeinbed.”

MyheartjustbrokeasIsawthelovehehadinhiseyesforhislittlegirl.

&ookmeintoherroomand，inthemiddleofaprihisfair-hairedlittleangel.Shehadsomesapparatushatlelyoutofplace，ewassomethingIaredfor.

“ThisisthegirlItoldyouabout，Sweetie，”

hesigohisdaughter.ItturhatLilywasdeafaswell.Ipanicked.HowwouldIuhher？Whatiftherewasanemergency？

“Heroralskillsaregoodenoughthatyouwillbeabletouandher，andyou’llprobablypiesignlanguage.I’llonlybegone，acoupleofhours.”

Heleftmewithemergenumbersainformation，andthenhewasgone.

IsatdowhLily，alefiedflying.IshruggedmyshoulderstoletherknowthatIwaslost.Shesmiledsweetlyaedtousehervoice.Sheexplaiwaseasiertobreathewheherfingersd.ThatnightIhadmyfirstlessoninsignlanguage.

&heonths，IspentalotoftimewithLily.AsIgottoknowLily’sdadasafatherandasahusband，theged.NowIwasfallihhisdaughter.Shetaughtmesomulyhowtosign，butalsohoreciateeaylifeandhoverhingswasjuststupid.Welaughedtogetherwhemethesignforstupid，whereyoutaketheclosedfisththandandknothesideofyourforehead—asifyou’reknogtetin.ShelaughedasImadebelievethatIwashurtingmyselfbyknoyheadtoohard.Andshewouldsign，“Youhurtyourselfjustasmuyoureallydoworry.”

Shewaswisebeyondheryears.Besidesgivingmeherlove，Lilyalsogavemedire.Iwentoabachelreeinspecialeduhasisiion.

IremaihLilyandherwholefamilythroughoutmycollegeyearsahecrushIhadonmycollegeprofessorservedmeverywell.Ileardealaboutlifeatthehandsofayoungchild.

Someyearslater，IwasaskedtosigntheLord’sPrayeratLily’sfuheretoldstoriesabouthowthisonesmalllifemadesuchabigdiffereosomany.And，asLilytaughtmewhensheshowedmethesignforIloveyou，“Makesurewhehissignthatyoureallymeanit.”