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第38章 爱在青涩年华 4（第1页）

第38章爱在青涩年华（4）

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Atanyrate，myloveforRachelremaied.Wegraduatedfromhighschool，shewentontocollege，aheArmy.arIIengulfedus，Iwassentoverseas.Foratimeweded，aerswerethehighlightofth，endlessyears.Omeasnapshotofherselfinabathingsuit，whietothewildestoffaiohepossibilityeier，andalmostimmediatelyherrepliesbecamelessfrequent，lesspersonal.

&hingIdidwheotheStateswastoRachel.Hermotherahedoor.Raolohere.Shehadmarriedameditshe’dmetihoughtshewrotetoyou.”

hermothersaid.

Her“DearJoherfinallycaughtupasawaitingdischarge.Shegentlyexplaiheimpossibilityebetweenus.Lookingbausthaverecoveredratherquickly，althoughforthefirstfewmonthsIbelievedIdidn’twanttolive.LikeRaeoneelse，whomIlearoloveamentthathaslastedtothisday.

&ly，afteranintervalofmorethan40years，Iheardfrain.Herhusbandhaddied.Sheassingthroughtownandhadlearnedofmywhereabhamutualfrieomeet.

&hdexthelastfewyears，Ihadn’tthoughtabouther，andhersuddenhadtakeheactualsightofherwasashock.Thiswhite-hairedmatroauraheRaydreamsahesupplemermaidofthatsnapshot？

&imehadgivenusaonrefere.Wetalkedasoldfriends，andquicklydiscoveredwewerebothgras.

“Doyourememberthis？”

Shehandedmeaslipofer.ItoemI’dwrittenherwhilestillinsihecrudemeterandpallidrhymes.Watgmyfaatchedthepoemfrommeaoherpurse，asthoughfearfulIwasgoi.

Itoldheraboutthesnapshot，howI’dcarrieditallthroughthe>

“Itwouldn’thaveworkedout，youkno>

“Howyoubesure？”

Itered.“Ah，，itmighthavebeengrandindeed—myIrishdyuilt！”

hterstartledpeopleataable.Duriimelefttlaive，oblique.Ithinkthatiherrepudiatedwhatwe’dooourselves，>

BeforeIputherintoataxi，sheturwaoseeyouoellyousomethimiedtothankylovedmeasyoudid.”

Wekissed，a.

Fromastorewiiome，anagingman，withgrayhairstirredbyaneveningbreeze.Idee.Herkissstillburnedonmylips.Ifeltfaint，andsatonaparkbench.Allarouhegrassandtreeswereshininginthesurrealglowofsuhiedoutofme.Somethied，andthesewassobeautifulthatIwaoshoutanddangforjoy.

Thatsoonpassed，aseverythingmust，alyIwasabletostandandstartforhome.

我记得，当时的阳光洒落在她的发丝上。

她转过头，我们四目相对，在那间吵闹的五年级教室里，我感觉到了一些东西，觉得心底遭到了一击。

我的初恋就此开始了。

她叫雷切尔，我从小学到中学一直很迷恋她，看到她，我的心就怦怦地跳，有她在时，我说话就有些结巴。

我就像夏日里一只不幸的小昆虫，被一扇窗前微弱的灯光吸引，在黑暗的夜晚徘徊在她的窗前。

当看到她上学或是放学回家，走在林荫小路上时，我整个人就呆住了，她看起来总是那么镇定自若。

在家时，我回想着与她的每一次邂逅，一想到自己的不足之处便心生懊恼。

即便如此，当我们正值青春年少时，我仍然感受到她对我深情的宽容。