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第17章 守候瞬间的永恒 1（第1页）

第17章守候瞬间的永恒（1）

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递给母亲的甜蜜抚慰

SqueezeMyHandandI'llTellYouthatILoveYou

玛丽·马尔丹特MaryMarte

Rememberwhenyouwereadyoufellandhurtyourself？Doyourememberwhatyourmotherdidtoeasethepain？MymraceRose，wouldpickmeup，carrymetoherbed，sitmedownandkissmy"owwie".Thenshe'dsitonthebedbesideme，takemyhandinhersandsay，"Whenithurts，squeezemyhandandI'lltellyouthatIloveyou."OverandoverI'dsqueezeherhaime，withoutfail，Iheardthewords，"Mary，Iloveyou."

&imes，I'dfiendingI'dbeenhurtjusttohavethatritualwithher.AsIgrewup，theritualged，butshealwaysfoundaainahejoyIfeltinanyareaofmylife.Ondifficultdaysduringhighschool，she'dofferherfavoriteHersheyournedhmy20s，MomofteosuggestaspontaneouspichatEstabrookParkjusttocelebrateawarm，sunnydayinWis.Ahahank-younotearrivediereverysisheandmyfathermadetomyhmeofhowspecialIwastoher.

ButthemostmemorableritualremainedherholdingmyhandwhenIwasadsaying，"Whenithurts，squeezemyhandandI'lltellyouthatIloveyou."

，whenIwasinmylate30s，followingavisitbymyparebefore，myfatherphoaysandingandhisdires，butIheardandpanihisvoiary，something&#withyourmotherandIdon'tknowwhattodo.Pleaseeoverasquicklyasyou."

&edrivetomyparents'homefilledmewithdread，weningtomymother.WhenIarrived，IfoundDadpathekitdMomlyingontheirbed.Hereyesweredherhaedoomach.Icalledttokeepmyvoiceascalmaspossible."Mom，I'mhere."

"Mary？"

"Yes，Mom."

"Mary，isthatyou？"

"Yes，Mom，it'sme."

Iwasn'tpreparedfortheion，andwhe，Ifroze，notknowing>

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TearswelledupinsidemeasIlookedatmyloviheresohelpless.

Mythoughtsratilthisquestionind：WhatwouldMomsay？

Ipausedforamomentthatseemedlikeamillioio，Idon'tknowifytodie，butifyou'sokay.Iloveyou."

Shecriedout，"Mary，Ihurtsomuch."

Agaitosay.Isatdowhebed，pickedupherhandandheardmyselfsay，"Mom，whenithurts，squeezemyhandandI'lltellyouthatIloveyou."

Shesqueezedmyhand.

"Mom，Iloveyou."

Manyhandsqueezesand"Iloveyou's"passedbetweenmymotherahewoyears，untilshepassedawayfromovarianeverknowwheruthwille，butIdoknohentheydo，whomeverI'mwith，Iwilloffermymother'ssweetritualofloveeverytime."Whenithurts，squeezemyhandandI'lltellyouthatIloveyou."

小时候跌倒了受伤后的情形，你还记得吗？还记得妈妈是怎样抚慰我们的伤痛的吗？在这种情形下，我的妈妈雷格斯·罗斯就会把我抱起，放到她的**，亲吻我摔痛的地方。

然后，坐在我身旁，握住我的小手说：“痛的时候，握紧我的手，我会告诉你我爱你。”