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Yukariwasstandingattheentrance，andherwhiteswingingsleevekimonohadswirlingshapesofgoldresemblingthenorthernlightsonthelowerhalf，withsilverfloralmotifsdecoratingherbrocadebelt.Onthebelt，hangtwopendants，eachwithamagnifitjewelterpiece:oneofobsidian，theotherofsapphire.Shehadaonherhead，withgemstonessetonthegoldband，andtheywereperidot，emerald，amethyst，rubyandrosequartz.Insteadofhavinglightpurpletrimonherentirekimono，thecollartrimwaslightlavender，deepgreenonherleftshoulder，lightredonherrightshoulder，limegreenonherleftsleeve，andlightpinkonherrightsleeve.

Inherhand，therewasahollowsphereofgoldenthreadandsilverlace，holdingacrystallizedspider’swebinitstre.

“Areyou...but...coulditbethat...”

Yukariwalkedforward，andpushedHitomionhershoulders，untilHitomi’sbackressedagainstthecrystalofice.

“IamYukari，nooneresistmyands.Allwhodaretorebelagainstmyauthorityaremoweddownlikeworthlessgrass.Iamseateduponmythrone，andyouwillkneelandbowdowninawe.Youwilldreamofbeingmyfootrest，foreventhatpositionsignifiesaprivilegethatisbeyondyourwildestdreamsoffantasy.Youonerwithyourdeplorabledesires.Youfancykissingthebottomofmyboots，andwiththatdespicablethoughtinmind，youtouchyourselfatnight，thensavthetasteonyourfingers.Youarebutaninsignifittoolinmyimmensefactory，akintoaspeckofdustthatIignore，andanannoyahatIgracefullyoverlookandfive.”

“IamalsoMidori，whowillswayyourheartwithsuggestivewordsandleaveyounochoicebuttobesweptawaybyyourownintensifieddesire.Thewavesofpassiontossyouhelplesslyeverywhichway，andIwilltemptyouwithlust.Youreyeslosefocusatmyand.Yourbodywillreachasmonitsownwithnophysicalstimulation，formywordstrolyourverybody.Iwillchastisealeyouforyourshamefulsinfulness.Withoutmyvoice，youhavenomeaning，andyourexistencewouldbeascreaminghollow.”

“IamKasumi，whoreadyoulikeanopenbook，andbehiddenfromme.Ittakesmejustonelooktoknowallyourthoughts.Mymindbindsyoulikefettersandsfromwhichyoueverescape.Iwillturnallyourplanstoruins，andtakedelightinyourdisappoiattheseeminglyuedoute，foryourfeebleintellectcouldnotbegintoprehendhowintricatelymyschemehijackedyours，whileleavingnoevidenceforyoutonotice.YourworldwillbeastorythatIwriteforpersonalpleasure.Theplacesyouvisit，thepeopleyouenter，theeventsthattranspire...nothiesfrommypredeterminedplot.Youaremyhamsterinawheel，anantinmyglassantfarm，andmygoldfishinabowl.”

“IamYayoi.Imakeyouintomydoll，andyouobeymeanddomybidding.Neveragaindoyouhavetothink.Imakeyouburnyourtreasuredcolleatwill.Imakeyousuddenlyundressinaclassroominfrontofallyourstudents.Imakeyouterminateallyourlovedonesinthemostcruelmanner.Youneverknowwhatrandomfanciesofminewouldcauseyoutodo.Youhavenotroloverwhatyouare，whoyouare，orwhentobeyourself.Iamthefearsomepuppetmaster，andyourfateliesinmyhand.Thetipofmyfingerdictatesyourdestiny.Imakeyoufreezeinthemiddleoftheinterse.Imakeyoudashinfrontofatruck.Youdonotknowmyotherpuppets.Yourlifewillfeellikeaplaythatyouaretheonlyonewhoisnotallowedtoreadthescript.Yourfriendsandlovedonessuddenlyturnonyou，andthereisnotasihingthatyoucoulddo.”

“IamRyō，whomakesyourbodyatoyandyoursoulaprisoner.YourmindwillbeblownandyourwillisgoingtobeshatteredbytheaddictivepainthatIinfliyou.Iwillattachelectrodesalloveryourbody，andinsideallyourorifices，too.Mywhipswillstinglikebarbedwires，andmynailsaresharplikeblades.Myswillarrangeyourbodyinthemostunbelievableposes，andmyropeswillhugyoutighterthanwhatyouthinkyouendure.Iwillichemicalstointensifythepain，andIwillcoveryourmostsensitivepartswithirritants.Iwilldepriveallyoursensesandleaveyouisolatedfordays，andIwillidevicestotakeawayanytrolofbodilyfuns.Youwillientmind-alteringsubstancesformyviewingpleasure.Iwillihighlyaddictivedrugsintoyourveins，andwatchyouwritheinagonyduetoplannedwithdrawal，whileIenjoyaglassofwine，relaxing.Youwillbetattooedandscarified.Youwillhavepiergsinthemostunimaginableplaces.Youwillbeforcedtoappearnormalinfrontofotherswhileholdinginvibratorsarifiedtoys，andIwillprogramthedevicestovaryiniyacctomyvoice.Withtheelectrodesandvibrators，Iwillforceyoutasminsecrecy，withoutarousingsuspi，holdinginallyoursoundsandhidingallyourfacialexpressions.Youwilleinbookstores，iaurants，onbuses，onairplanes，atthegrocerycheckouts，waitinginlibanks.Youwillsuckthejuicefromyoursoakedunderwearandbegformore.Yourpussywillquiveriementwhenyouhearmyvoice，andyourbodywilltenseupwhenyoufantasizewhatnewmethodsoftortureImighthaveied，whenyouwonderwithanticipationwhatmaesanddevicestowhichIwouldsubjectyourbody.”

“IamyourAkishiOnee，whofortsyouandcaressesyou.Iholdyourfadcalmyourheartwithmygentlelove.Istaybyyoursidewhenyouaredepressed.Irejoicewithyouwhenyousharenewsofhappiness.Theworldtakesonamorelovinghuebecauseofme.Youwillfeelthatyourstoreofgoodnessandkindnesswouldneverbedepletedaslongasyouhavemypresencebyyourside.Eventhedifficultiesandtrialswilltakeonasofteroutlookifwefacethemtogether.”

“IamyourArashiOneesama，whomyourheartdesires，whomyoupursuewithyourwholespiritandmind.Iinspireyoutoself-improvewithallyoureffort，andyoufeelself-drivenwhenyouwanttostandshouldertoshoulderwithme.Wewatchedsuogether，andwewillwatchsuoo，withyourheadonmylap，andmyhandsenvelopingyours.Wewillwatchthestars，themoonrise，flowers，rivers，fallingleaves，fallingsnowandthefloatingcloudsdriftingby.Wewilllistentothebirds，crickets，cicadas，mountainstreams，waterfalls，andthehowlingwinterwind.Wewilltreasureeachotherinstillnesswhilethetraworldaroundusgesseasons.Wewillbetheuniversetoeachother.Wewillbetheeternitytoeachother.”

Hitomi’smiblank.

“...Howthisbe...It’tbe，it?Youmeanitwasyouallalong?”

“No.InfactIwasnotanyofthem.ButIWILLbeallofthem.”

“Thisissofusing...”

Hitomithoughtshemightgetaheadache.“IsthisstilltheKannazukinoMikodreamthatIthoughtIwasin?AndwhatnamedoIevencallyounow??”

“Thisisnotadream.Hitomi’slifewasadream.Kagami’slifewasadream.This，however，isnotadream.Andyouknowwhattocallme.Youdevisedtheloitlethatanyonehadevereupwithwhehinkofme.”

“This’tbe...How...youmean...”

“Yes，mydear，sayittome.”

“Youarenotoffendedbyit，areyou?YoumeanI?”

“Sayit.”

“IzanamithegreatGoddess”

，Hitomihesitatedwithembarrassment，“Queenofdarkness，LordofUnderworld...”

Hitomitinued，“...YaminoJō’ōHeika，MyōkainoShujō，Izanami?migami-sama...”

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“Justnow，‘Hitomi’slifeisadream，butthisisnotadream’，whatitmean?IlivedmywholelifeasHitomi，sowho’sdreamingtobeHitomi?Andifthisisnotadream，amIactuallyonthemoon?That’tbe!”

“Thisisnotthemoon.Infact，youareinarealmthatIhavenewlycreated，justforyou.Theblueplaintheskyistherealearth.Hitomiliveduntiltheageoftwenty，anduponabadbreakupwithRin，wanderedaimlesslyintheparkuntilmidnight，wheresheendedherlifebyjumpingintotheicyoldwaterofthelake.YourspiritcametotheunderworldandIknewwhoyouwereandwhathadhappenedandIwaogiveyouahappyending.SoIcreatedthisrealminthesky，andwoveworldsoffantasyforyoutoreside.Iamwithyoueverymomentinthedreams，andwewilllivetogether，andneverage.”

TherewasalongsilenceasHitomislowlyprocessedtheinformation.

“IstayediherworldbecausenooneintheworldthatIhadcreatedwaobewithme，butthenacertainyounggirlstartedtingmynameeveryevening，andthoughtofme，asorryforwhatIhadexperienced，andstartedpilingtitleupontitlesbeforemyname.”

“That’sthereason.Icamejusttoseeyou.Icameout，madeanewrealm，andwearewitheachother.Anddon’tbeembarrassedthatthetitlesyoupiledtaketoolongtosay，Iwouldbehappierifyouwouldcallmesomethingspecial.”

“Youshouldcallme‘goShujin-sama’.”

Uponhearingthosewords，Hitomifeltthebloodinherentirebodywasgushingtowardbetweenherlegs.Shechedthemtightly，andherbodytightenedandshiveredfromthetopofherheadallthewaytohertoes，andHitomiletoutalongcry.

Today，shesingsforhergoShujin-sama.

Hitomiwokeup.